The 21st INGED International ELT Conference, Kayseri, Türkiye, 3 - 05 Kasım 2023
Professional development (PD) has been established as a primary means of developing
necessary competences and qualifications for teaching, as well as transforming previously established
beliefs and updating work-related knowledge. Motivation has been recognized as a key driver for
initiating and sustaining engagement in self-initiated (PD). However, the current scholarship suggests a
lack of attention to motivational changes that arise during the course of self-initiated PD practices in
English Language Teaching (ELT) contexts. This is an area worthy of close scrutiny given the
dynamically evolving nature of motivation which reflects highly complex, nonlinear trajectories over
time in response to the influence of multiple internal and external factors. Using an exploratory
single-case study design as the research methodology, this study aims to capture changes in motivation
and the reasons underlying these changes as reported by an English-as-a-foreign-language (EFL)
teacher trainee who engaged in ELT assistantship in a real classroom as a self-driven PD activity over
four months in Turkey. The analysis of data from self-ratings of perceived motivational intensity,
reflective journals, and semi-structured interviews revealed that the participant’s motivational
experiences did not display a stable pattern but were characterized by temporal ups and downs,
fluctuating in response to a wide range of personal, relational, and context-specific dynamics such as
shifting self-efficacy beliefs, the use of coping resources, perceived effectiveness in teaching practices,
group dynamics within the classroom, student participation, and the lack of professional support. These
findings have implications for promoting (trainee) teachers’ sustainable engagement in self-directed
learning.